Facedeath!

One or two noticed 10 days later, i thought as much,i slipped away and  my numerous 'friends' did'nt even notice.

Kinda justified so.

So no more face book for now at least. i spend to much time online anyway and i looked at what draws me on and its FB.
Not good for my marriage, Grainne thinks that because we have no real jobs that we can get loads done and it frustrates her
like hell to see me online at half eight in the morning, and yeah she is right, but you should only ask a busy person to do something for you right?
yeah i am a bit institutionalized from da dole, and naturally sparodic in my intensity for life. Basically all or nothing. YOu know.

So i am trying to better myself, did i take up yoga for its mental stillness, no, did i join a book club, no, no i did nothing they (how do you do italics) would do,
but as sad as it sounds its been hard! i miss the very sad voyeur'istic (i looked that word up, did not know it referenced sex so exclusively, thought it was just
observing secretly, anyway i digress :) ) aspect of the whole thing, i do not miss the updates from people who i 'friended' cause i was to weak not too, but who i may never in my
entire life ever actually think off or talk too. Sure yee know all this. It is proving a little hard to untangle myself from the dependency it created, namely how the hell do i contact
anyone who is not on my phone, or send them 'the written word' (cause i prefer that sometimes) when everyone seems to only use there email for registering on various websites and booking hotels, flights etc

Anyway i am fighting the good fight and so will persevere.

Will not poke ya later or be 'like' ing any of your random nonsense,
Yours in the wilderness!
Donncha

P.s Please email  me, as i will be checking my email religiously at half eight every morning :)